SDR called me up this morning and I called in sick so he could come over. I had talked to him on Friday and he had a family member sick and was not feeling all that well himself, so I was surprised he wanted to come over today, but I think he knew I was desperate, on my last legs of waiting to see him, had a very stressful week last week and felt like if I could just look at him I would feel better....we had been supposed to get together on Saturday and when he called Friday evening to say it wasn\'t happening, everything in me felt like it imploded, and I spent the weekend lying in bed just like Brian Wilson did, slept almost the whole weekend except for the excursion to the mall to get perfume while it was on sale. He showed up sooner than I thought he would after he hung up, so when he called from the lobby for me to buzz him in, I had the time he\'d be in the elevator coming up to my apartment to put some pheromones on. I was already wearing Victoria\'s Secret Amber Rose, which is kind of heavy/sweet, but I like it a lot. I put on about 6 inches of PCC on the insides of my thighs and a couple of quick sprays of EW body spray, which didn\'t have a chance to get dry before he was at my door. So the pheromones were really fresh. I\'m curious if any of you have sex partners who wear copulins; if so, do you ever feel almost drugged by them? He was very, very tired, has been going around tired for several weeks now, a lot going on with him. It wasn\'t long before he was ready to cum, and I said go ahead, so he did, and then he was OUT, mumbling apologies (he said he felt so tired and so down, I said what? so today you\'re not super-stud? you can have a break from super-stud, how\'s that? today you don\'t have to be, so shhh, go to sleep, and I came out to the other room) while his eyes were literally rolling back in his head, I mean, he was asleep within 30 seconds of coming and within half an hour of showing up. I let him sleep an hour and then woke him up blowing him very gently, and then, pacing things very carefully, managed to get what I needed, but I almost felt guilty, he was so drained by the time I got done with him I was nearly afraid for him to drive. Do you think part of it is the copulins? Or this perfume\'s too heavy? He has been sporadically either having trouble or just not being his usual super-stud self since about last August when he lost his job. It comes and goes. It worries me because I miss my super-stud, I\'m not gonna lie to you -- and, more deeply, because I wonder if it means anything about how he feels about me. Pheromone advice? (He won\'t take pills, so never mind re vitamins, etc.) P.S. It\'s astonishing what was reported here a couple of months back, that lack of semen makes women depressed, lack of regular contact with men makes women depressed. It\'s like clockwork for me. After about 4 weeks ... I don\'t want to get out of bed and I don\'t care much about anything. I feel great, had the first healthy meal I\'ve had in a week or more with good appetite, and I\'m much more serene.